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Microtransgressions

by Grimbeard

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1.
Are we all idiots? For fleeting Dopamine hits Play dumb Play dead Play dumb Too late Those bastards won They cut our content And now i'm paying to rent Despite the 60 Dollars I already spent. I try to close my eyes Pretend they don't exist But you keep buying them hand over hand over hand over fist My money, for monopoly bucks Wasn't the game enough? Cosmetics, skins and buffs And people really pay money to see this stuff? You're not supposed to do this Stand by while they take the piss But you don't give a shit This ain't the worst of it Nostalgic franchise you woefully miss A corpse propped up as a fucking live service The only thing that That makes you wet Is in my wallet And you already got it They'll mash their dirty fingers on mommy's iphone They will forget they subbed, take out a bank loan. We'll bend the rules, avoid the crucifix we don't use that term, surprise mechanics We got in our trap I love it when money falls into my lap. go fuck yourself and your premium currency You fuckin' know that I ain't made of money I paid to play, I didn't steal Now you're giving me my property piecemeal
2.
I am a rat, I know Radioactive glow My pretty garbage mask It tricked you real, real fast You let me in your home I see in monochrome I see in red I see in red He's barely holding on I used to be good like The one you thought I was He sounds so quiet now He's barely holding on You give and you give You give and you give You give and you give You give and you give You give it all away It's gone eventually That light won't always stay I learned the hard way The well has gone dry We gave the college try This bitter, cosmic joke I'd rather fucking choke I don't remember how I came to be in here I got you hanging from strings I am a puppeteer This is my theater Inside a vacant garden shed These are the movies that I play in my head I'm sure it's funny now The grain that broke the plow It's been so obvious Feelings insomnious I am the creature bred From crimes in infrared I wish you saw the truth The beast under your bed You give and you give You give and you give You give and you give
3.
I hate this time It's not my best I've severed the link And killed the rest. It's like that film You know the one The worst reality A black yarn unspun I felt it crack Her velvet neck Covered in sweat I know i'm a wreck This ain't the one This ain't my time I'm stuck here now I guess that's fine It's not professional but when has it ever been? This polyamory within me it has no underpinning You're young and dumb You look like fun What if I was in your room? I didn't mean to send that I think my finger slipped It's just the internet And I know you kids you love my content I really like you too I think you're cute that's my one minute review Take off your uniform Get the angle right Zelda ain't here tonight Oh no I guess they know The things I've done. What I do for fun The masquerade This whole charade I guess i'm fucked But that's what I get My lies and tricks undone with my prick I am the leader The senpai The father The addict The asshole The victim The sailor I am the leader The senpai The father The addict The asshole The victim The sailor They're just playing video games Thy're just playin their funny games I'm just that funny man on the internet That wants in your head They're just playing video games Thy're just playin their stupid games I'm just that funny man on the internet That wants in your bed
4.
I found a message in my old DMs Indoctrination, it's coming for them With every day their innocence dies They've been changed Got a crazy look in their eyes Jacked in Hooked up, within Download Blue pills, endorphins A Matrix training montage Fucking with Satan in their parents garage. We've been on to their tricks since '76 Mass murder of bricks, via joysticks And then in '92 it was bloody kung-fu Brainwashing our kids after school Now it's '99 and we can't see the line We got demons to thank for Columbine Shit gets blurry after 2003 So many bodies spilling hot coffee They've got a rifle, some wire to garrote Combat boots, likes anime and a long black trench coat That's not my son That's not my daughter Your conspiracies, they don't hold fucking water I beat that little shit When he would throw a fit Why would I listen? To some ugly thin skin We're like the cigarettes My dad went out to get This world will stamp you out What are you crying about? They've got a rifle, some wire to garrote Combat boots, likes anime and a long black trench coat That's not my son That's not my daughter Your conspiracies, they don't hold fucking water Come to mention, I guess we always knew No friends, stayed inside A couple screws loose Blue light flickering Psi-Ops by computer Could it be my belt or the first person shooters?
5.
please don't leave it gets better I promise why do I cough up blood? signs of an abduction why can't I enjoy anything anymore? drive thru coffee is this normal? drive thru coffee how to trace a phone call drive thru coffee what does my nightmare mean? a CFNM scene I think I've got a thing for nurses how can I tell if I'm allergic brother sister brother sister anime I've got urges how do I forget? I've got anime how do I forget I'm afraid of the government I'm afraid of people I'm afraid of most things Please don't leave, it gets better, I promise.
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I've seen you online A green light blinking Thought i'd fill you in on what I've been thinking I know i'm just a beta A voice among many Pouring out my pleasantries As if she would ever see You should be happy And should be safe I'd protect you from the others And we could run away I've never been in love before But you're what I've been looking for Face like a Tsundere Body like Sasha Grey There'd be some rules That you should abide by Game is over gamer girl I promise i'm a nice guy I'll draw you bath And wash your feet in the water And once i'm sure that every bit of you is wet Collect it in jars, we'll sell it on the internet. No, I'm not crazy, If this is how you're gonna be Don't be like the rest of em They all fucking hate me I'll buy you flowers An expensive Hitachi The one that wanted The one that wanted I'm so fucking nice If you would just look at me You're not that pretty I gave you all my money At least give me a chance, Beautiful Look, I understand I'm a reasonable man My outburst was churlish and surely unplanned It's just that were supposed to be conjoined in peaceful reverie But you want to be misused At least as far as I can see In case I wasn't forthright I'll be kind to you, every night I'd jerk off to your photos But i'm not like those weirdos It's probably not my fight But I've always been a white knight Blisters on my tendrils From all my virtue signals. I'll draw you bath And wash your feet in the water And once i'm sure that every bit of you is wet Collect it in jars, we'll sell it on the internet.
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I try to live, try to live a life without theses sins seducing But the temptation, it is endless it is all-consuming Tear it up and tear it up and tear it up I will ruin this for you Nobody is dead, nobody is naked Everything's okay, brush it away Hide your feelings and watch what you play Stunting their growth, development or both Deviants and addicts, their mental gymnastics It's okay to be strong, it's okay to be weak Leave them bleeding at your feet Is it earnest or fan service? The bloody red line that I dance with Sometimes I lose my footing and it hurts When you censor those goddamn Japanese upskirts It got in my fist then it went bad So I lopped it off at the fucking wrist I like to say I love and respect them Especially when their clothes are missing My shield is crafted from an ancient oak tree You're shivering in your chain-mail bikini Powers came from the blood of the old ones A lineage that burns like the twin suns I'm sure you've got the aid some spirits An amulet of wits between your giant tits It's okay to be strong, it's okay to be weak Leave them bleeding at your feet Is it earnest or fan service? The bloody red line that I dance with Sometimes I lose my footing and it hurts When you censor those goddamn Japanese upskirts It got in my fist then it went bad So I lopped it off at the fucking wrist Sub today, dom tomorrow Sub today, dom tomorrow Sub today, dom tomorrow Sub today, dom tomorrow Sub today, dom tomorrow
8.
You pissed on home and hearth No memories of worth Unhealthy. sickly, heart Broken and wasted parts Never a perfect fit Not enough to deal with it I am comprised of trash Waste clinging to the past Never grown and kicked aside Much smaller on the inside I found a way to make you disappear Eradicate this fear I don't know if this is okay I'm afraid of what i'll do someday (x2) I hear them laughing They're laughing at me It's so insidious, whatever they're planning I have some pictures and clumsy video This has been confirmed by experts in the know I found a way to make you disappear Eradicate this fear I don't know if this is okay I'm afraid of what i'll do someday (x2) I didn't want to believe I think this is how it's supposed to be I understand everything Everything I read was a goddamn lie A worthless distraction from this pointless life
9.
I found you on the internet And now i'm your little pet You make all my dreams come true Show you my face, and ya never withdrew Every filthy, dirty wish Never fear that would dismiss Manifest with a bubble-gum kiss Now, Picture this I'm in a blanket and it's you and me And we're watching that lost series finale I know the nation was kind of split On whether it was a miss or a hit But then you turn to me and smile You say. "I think I really liked it" It's our dirty little secret, alright Our kinky night together, underneath the moonlight I see you dancing for me in knee-high socks philosophizing with John Locke Turn out the lights, and now it's getting hotter It's like a jungle and i'm the smoke monster This is our night, fall into me Like your stranded on an island in the middle of the sea Let's put it on repeat, our love is so fun I'm feeling like Kate, I was born to run We have to go back, i'm takin off your socks You got me breathing heavy like Matthew Fox
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It used to be i'd have my hands all over you But lately, that's the last thing i'd wanna do You're lookin' like an empty box With someone else's toys I pick you up and dump you out Cuz I know it's just a ploy We used to have fun I used to be fulfilled A dark elf, female, a stealth build I fucked around in Morrowind, in Cyrodiil (Put those Deadra in their place) Join the Dark Brotherhood, you bet I will (I have seen the Night Mothers face) But somethings wrong There's a new kid in town He looks like an old friend Just a little watered-down Todd says he's cool so I show him around You woke up on a wagon And now you're fightin' dragons I used to be an adventurer like you But the worlds so paper-thin I tripped and I fell through You don't look like you anymore Where's the magic like before? I'm glad you're doing well But i'm a little biter since you fell I see you've got someone new It's hard to say we're really through War, war never changes But sometimes it gets worse I'm a wasteland survivor A Highwayman driver Not a Tato farmer A bad bitch in power armor You could try, but you'll never harm her (You could try, you could try) Go get in line for the circle-jerk Cuz i'm tellin' you It just works We know what you want I'm gonna tell you and act like a cunt And now I hope it falls apart Cuz you think you're so fucking smart There's a new kid in town He looks like an old friend But really watered-down Anymore and I think he's gonna drown Todd's got a plan for us all But it feels like we hit a wall I know it's not you, it's me To a lesser degree Yes I was in the Chess Club, but who's laughing now Yes I was in the Chess Club, but who's laughing now Yes I was in the Chess Club, but who's laughing now

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Internet horror, acceptance and video games.

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released January 12, 2020

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EBM and Goth Industrial based on the Buffy: The Vampire Slayer episode, "The Wish".

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